drink me under the table

so, i am experimenting with something fast and nutritious for breakfast. the rule is, it doesn't need to be cooked, it has to taste good, it must have some nutritive value, and i shouldn't get hungry for at least 3-4 hours after ingesting.

so, i went to vitamin shoppe and got little packages of a soy powder, mix with milk item. i bought several flavors.

they were pretty good, esp. the chocolate. so i bought a big can of it.

i mix it with a banana. yes for taste, nutrition, and no cooking. but i get hungry within an hour.

today, i mixed milk, banana, chocolate mix, hersheys(i put too much milk in it) and 1/2 cup of oatmeal. the vitamix shreds everything. you want to liquify stone, put some in a vitamix on high. the jury is still out, as i am drinking my second glass now (i told you i put too much milk in it!). you can't taste the oatmeal, which is good. it has all the above qualities, we are just waiting for duration of satiation (i just wanted to use the word).

stay tuned

ryan, don't read this

which by saying, ensures that he will. oh, well, i warned you. i do not like spiders. therefore, these two http://www.ericdsnider.com/snide/spider-remarks/ and http://www.ericdsnider.com/snide/the-adventures-of-spider-and-man/ are quite the same statement i would make. carolyn, i tried to put a picture of a spider here from google, but i couldn't get it.

new vocabulary

it isn't often that i come across a new word, being such an avid reader. i think the last one was "logy". i am reading the 3rd in the trilogy started by willow (shadow moon, shadow dawn, shadow star). i guess that's a quadralogy?? any way, i'm on shadow star. in these books though, i've come across the word "ensorcelled", which means under a charm or sorcery. The people of Angwyn were ensorcelled. i guess you could say i am ensorcelled by ensorcelled.

As if...

welcome to my 100th post!!!

i had to go to tri-c for kevin to get him english books friday. now why he didn't get them himself when he was there early or late waiting for a bus is a whole nother rant post.

but i got the familiar to all sticker shock as i paid $80 for a softcover 5X8 book and $40 for the same size used one. what a racket, i again thought.

so i get up to the cashier, and i'm complaining about what a racket when i apologize to her saying that i knew it wasn't her fault, when she says, "as if.."

we agreed that there was no way she would be standing there checking people out of the bookstore if she indeed had that "racket". but we each spent a minute pondering how nice it would be if we did.

then i came home, went to amazon.com and purchased these and his other textbooks for much less. some cost $1.50 or #3.00 but all of them were a steal after the bookstore. i know there are other sites where this can be done, but amazon has always been on time for me and i didn't want to have ryan's dilemma last semester when his books never came.

old lady

wish i could find a picture of a little old lady with her cane, hobbling along a road, maybe helped by a friendly boy scout. that would be me, whose "real age" is a whopping 87.4. i guess i'll just die now. nice to know you all.

i mean: exercise more. yes. let's talk about pain.
take less medication. yes. let's talk about pain
sleep less. let's talk about sleep disorder
less meds. but take them for cholesterol and thyroid
see my dr for history of ovarian cancer. oh wait. i did already, and i have no ovaries anymore. guess that's not a high risk of death anymore.

please come to my funeral, all you younger than young children

HHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYY

Okay, i couldn't resist. harrymania is back, with interlocking book and movies to drive ourselves nuts with, so i must direct you to http://www.ericdsnider.com/snide/wand-for-the-money/ muy funnioso.

myself, i am just trying to clean things and not always have the house so messy. lots of luck. trying to throw stuff out. the problem is, it goes to my office while i am trying to sort it, so my office is awful till it gets done. not fair.

i could cheat and make this 5 posts but i'll put it all in one

it's going to be 92 today. good day to stay inside i think . oh wait. i finally got a doctor's appointment. when is it? well, when is it going to hit that high? say, 3:45? you got it. that's my time.

kevin has finally hit the teenage "i want to be independent and i'm sick of you telling me what to do" phase. finally. so we are having a home evening on goals or steps to get kevin independent. things like a job that will support him, knowing how to balance a checkbook (having a checkbook), knowing how to drive, basic cooking and shopping. but how hard is it to make a salami sandwich, you say.

i heard on the radio, an hourlong program, that if you are stressed and eat a high fat, high sugar diet, you get fat. imagine that. one wonders how they can talk for an hour about this NEW news.

Grandpa wants his reunion movie for new years now. i'm not off the hook.

i watched "the queen" movie last week. i liked it, but dad wouldn't have. it takes place only over a week, the week when princess di dies (di dies, heehe) till her funeral, and how out of touch the queen was with the people, and tony blair tries to wake her up. i liked tony. he really looked and acted like tony. the queen needed to look older, but maybe that's because it was a while ago.

i would say something else, but then that would be 6 things. love you

I can hardly contain my excitement

yep, that's true. i love my fam, and we are all gonna be together for the first time since the flood when kerry and braden got married. oh, wait, 2 babies weren't born yet. trying to figure out menus and grocery lists is a pain. as is trying to do a dvd. i really should have made one before i said i was gonna do one, so i would know what i was getting into.

we got dsl today--webcams arise again. this is with wowway. only thing is they could only get it going if they didn't go through the wireless router, so kevin will kill me until uncle dave can get over here to assist. and i'll be sad because i'll STILL have to fight to get on my own computer. rah!!

see you all soon

nada

well, tomorrow night I sleep in my wonderful king bed with unfeelable springs. and all my schtuff that i CAN do without...but why?

i love these guys here, but i miss the guys there. where is my husband??? need to see....need to see. and kevo also, for he is an interesting guy to talk with, and fun, too.

went to the seattle temple wednesday. did 10 initiatories and 2 endowment sessions. i died yesterday, but i am glad i got to go.

i am packing today. funny how spread out things got. kerry and braden will be happy to have their apt. back, though they will miss the free help.

here i am, love me

i thought that it's been awhile since i posted, so here i am. busy day today, appt. for jenna and kerry. kerry is still feeling poorly, although better than before, and using lots of pain meds still, so she is getting checked out. her resident is unavailable (watch us cry) so we see a family nurse practitioner. yea!! oh, then kerry started throwing up last night. will the trials never cease for this girl??? oh, and a list of errands if peeps are feeling ok.

i have started into a flare. at church, i had a definite inspiration that it was because my prayer, and the blessing braden gave me said that i would be able to do what i planned in helping kerry, and now that she and braden are taking care of jenna more, the blessing is over. i mean, yeah, i would rather feel well (as opposed to good) all the time, but if not, than at least i was able to help during the worst times. this makes me even more anxious for my own bed and lifeworks for swimming (to help with pain). it really is time for me to go home.

So, the above pictures, stolen from braden's comp are of jenna's first two sundays, where grandma got to play dress up with the baby doll. she looks so much more alert in the second photo. the last one, which i can't get to turn around, so you have to turn YOUR head is a day or so after delivery, with the picture of MY mom, so a 4 generation photo.

I am babysitting at the moment. everyone is asleep, which is the way i like them to be when i am in charge. we had to change formula for jenna as she was projectile vomiting and constipated. i am not sure i have seen a constipated baby before, but they were formed little poops, which looked too hard for a baby. now she just poops every 2 days, but a blowout. you should have seen kerry and braden's face the first time. that was when jenna got her second bath. hehe.

Kevo is going to his (girl)friends prom in may. he doesn't care, but she wants to go. it will be his first prom and afterprom, since he didn't go to his.

Ry gets to walk in graduation in may, so we will be going up to VT for that. dad and i may take a getaway vacation then, either to Maine or Montreal, leaving kev with ryan for a few days, probably before the graduation. Ryan has a summer internship with burlington, maybe keeping him on part time while he takes his last 2-3 classes in the fall. he interviewed for a "real" job with them in december after he graduates. no word on that yet. probably they want to see how he does for them this summer, etc. I blog this because he hasn't.

oh, a baby calls.

love you all, especially all grandchildren. i need to get to madeira...i haven't seen them since november. bye bye

ok, carolyn, you asked for it

The baby is no longer jaundiced. she eats well , and the other end is now going well too. for a while, she didn't latch on, and didn't eat enough to pee. her sleepy time is late afternoon. she is cute. well, really. the lactation consultant was here for a second visit, and baby is 6# 7 oz, after a low last thursday of 6# 1.4 oz.

Kerry is not doing so well. she and braden are at the dr.'s office now, after numerous phone calls all weekend to the docs on call. I believe she has a hematoma. she is in much pain which narcotics and ibuprofen aren't masking. she is now running a fever, also, and hurts everywhere. and possible mastitis, too. i told her that her health was more important than the breastfeeding. she has been pumping for days since it is too painful to try to get J. to feed. Support for whatever decision she makes is appreciated. Poor kerry. it is so hard as a mother to see my daughter in such distress. and i have a hard time managing the mother vs. midwife role. i don't want to be taking over, but where exactly is the line?

but may i rant about residents?!? i am so angry about her delivery, and partly blame myself for the mother/midwife thing. I realize that students need to learn, after all, i was a student once myself. but if you are a third year resident, one would think you would know enough about deliveries to manage a 6-7 pound baby. perineal support is critical, esp. if you insist that she deliver in a position that is guaranteed to increase risk of tearing. So, her hands were there, but who can tell how much support was given until after, when it is obvious that you didn't do your job!!! I left her delivery shouting silently, "THIS is why i became a midwife!....THIS is why i became a midwife." I don't think i could ever work in labor and delivery again, where i am not in charge of the labor and delivery. my poor daughter is paying the price for being "poor", and not having the "correct" insurance that would let her choose quality care instead of whichever resident. whooooo, steam is rising from my head, i better quit this subject. but i must say that most midwives take state insurance.

by the way, if you want to call here, call my cell. i only turn it on when awake, and it won't wake anyone if they are sleeping (and i get it fast enough). that way, if they are awake, maybe you could talk. i won't be offended if the reason you call my cell is to talk to them. don't call their cells though...they never turn them off.

Musings

While i know that kerry's blog states "still no bebe", i must beg to differ. This house, apt, is all about one bebe. Funny, no one has been watching any dvd's lately...except maybe i watched some 24 episodes. Braden only got in one attempt at WII golf. these are all great differences. When the baby goes down, everyone goes down, except me, who insists on sleeping all night. After all, grandmothers must have some rights.

I TOLD them that having the baby in their room all the time would keep them up all night, and day, but now, they finally believe me. all those snorts and sighs and gasps that wake one up so that they must check the baby to see that she is still breathing, not choking, and all A-OK. It is am now, and i have baby duty in the living/dining room. hopefully there is sleepage in the bedroom. i also have je..... in front of the sliding doors, as we actually have a bit of sunshine today instead of rain, and she is a bit jaundiced.

I went to costco and, buying the cheapest, bought huggies wipes in the 800 or so wipes size. these were cheaper and also had a coupon which i didn't know about at the register. However, they have all these "soothing" herbal crap stuff in them. they could gag a maggot BEFORE you clean up the poopies. Braden said, yeah, and we'll be using this many for like a year or more. i just laughed, saying, no, not a year. funny how wipes get used, right madeira-ites??

I wish ryan would blog all his good news.

i bought myself a wedding ring for my birthday. Now i can find the old one. it was just a cheap one from target, but i wanted one for until i found the other.

love you'uns.

i know you are all reading with bated breath

It is hard when you don't have your own computer to blog with. oh, i can connect with mine on their network, but i then remember that i have no virus software, and it makes me nervous.

Well, i strained my back on sunday...no conference for me. we went to er which was not busy, thank goodness. got some great prescriptions which i am off now, but still have if i relapse when kerry is in labor. also, the relief society pres and her hub brought over a twin bed and frame, so now i am off the ground. i am convinced that that was a major contributing factor, trying to get up from the floor several times a night plus in the am. i thought i would bring one of their shelves down, but luckily, they are so loaded, they didn't tip over.

today kerry goes to the doctor. she was hoping to miss it. she had contractions last night about every 20-30 minutes, so i went to bed. (when in doubt, sleep). seriously, i figured at that rate she would need me about 5 or6 am and i thought i'd rest up till then. she went to bed, and despite having contractions all night about 5-7 min, slept through most of them. kevin told her she was overdue and racking up dollar a day fines. not too much this am, it is quarter to 2 now. i think she and braden will be walking alot this weekend. unless jenna gets with the program.

i am reminded how unpleasant it is to live in an apartment. hopefully, if dad and i have to downsize, it will still be a separate space from other noisy people. and noisy washers, dryers, dishwashers, and waterfall toilet flushes.

Hey, i love you guys. happy b-day dan pretty soon.

city of clouds and excitemet

probably everybody who cares knows that i am in olympia awaiting jenna. the trip was absolutely awful, but i am glad to be here and know that i won't miss the arrival. kerry does actually look pregnant, and i took pics, but don't know how to post them from braden's comp. kerry's apt is cute (and braden's) and much nicer than their old one. but houses are the bomb because they have space to put things, yeah.

love you all.

happy birthday scott!! big 5 yesterday

Joseph Finder, yeah!

I have been reading books by joseph finder. wow, someone who can keep me guessing until the end. i thought ryan, in particular, would like "the moscow club". Many of you have seen the movie "high crimes". well, this guy wrote the book it was based on with the same name. And even though i knew what was going to happen, it was different enough and well written enough that it didn't matter. Then came the ending, and ****it was different. still heart stopping, but different, and i won't spoil it by telling you. then i read "Paranoia". WOW! WOW!! read it. that's all. just read it. i am now reading the last one that was available in the library. still good, but i don't know enough to rave.

love you all.

This and That

I so enjoy reading everyone's blog. I do it everyday, i think. So, i thought i ought to get on my butt (as opposed to off) and write something for all those other people who wonder why they haven't seen anything new.

mostly that's because nothing much happens here. I have been in a bad flare (o' fibro) for most of february. who wants to hear about that?? no one.

we also had warmer weather yesterday...in the 50's. but there is still a lot of dirty snow that needs to be melted. Should be about the same today. it has been raining and gray so far, but the radio promises me that it will be sunny by afternoon and also tomorrow and again, 50's. so there is sooooooooooooooooome hope.

Tonight should be Kevin's last church dance. they let them slide, apparently, while they are still 18, but you know what tomorrow is. At least, chronologically, he will be 19. He says that he might try to sneak into the April tri-stake youth dance. we'll see.

Ryan should be in Portland by now. and then to seattle sometime this week where he will see kerry and braden and hopefully not jenna. I am getting way excited about going to seattle. I am really glad that Kerry asked me to come and help. Makes me feel useful.

I love my grandchildren, born and unborn!!! I really enjoy being a grandmother. I wish i could see them more frequently. I would like to be a part of their lives that they remember, and say, "boy, grandma is COOL" (as opposed to, "who?")! I am still trying to figure out how that will happen if everybody lives all spread out. dunno. still trying to figure it out. I wouldn't want anyone saying, "Oh, she loves X better than me", or "her OTHER grandchildren are more important". I am willing to move, but to where?? this is where dan chimes in, "madeira!" but then what about everyone else. maybe i should have just had one child....but then which ones would i give up? none. oh, and by the way, i can't move while my dad is alive...i need to be here to help if he needs it. But i can't imagine that that would be more than say 3 years. and my friends are here. should i trade friends for family?? and i also have a brother and sister here. ah, quit the rambling...i hear you all now.

in other news, i am trying to load up dad's mp3 player. i have one session of conference on there, but i have downloaded all of april and october last year to the comp. just need to move them over. I also have folders ready for this april's conference. i have learned what "rip" means and also "sync". hooray for kevin, i am glad he is still here to educate me. i will also be putting on scottish music and anne murray..partially ripped. i am not sure what else he wants. when i get that far, i will have to ask him.

long post about nothing. but we are still alive. now you know.

OBITUARY

It is with profound regret that we announce the passing of Sharp Carousel Microwave. Steadfast in duty and always there for us, we never realized how much we would miss her until she was gone. When reached for comment, Miss Amy of Cincinnati, OH, stated, "No more dooty dooty doot doot doot??". That's right, now you only hear, "beep......beep......beep". She (the microwave) was getting old, and harder to clean, and in some ways, it was a blessing for her. She leaves behind, David, Christy and Kevin.

She was 9 years old.

It's a beautiful day in the neighborhood

This is out the front door. which i cannot get out of.



Kids would love it. i, however, can't get out of my garage. This is looking out the front window where there is a 4-5 ft drift. maybe dan could hide behind it and lob snowballs at the kid next door

The mailman will have a blast. wonder what it will look like after he tromps through

to gauge the drift vs. the swing

I tried to open the back door to get this shot. oh. can't get out that way either. Just to the right of the picture is the upended wheelbarrow with its wheels barely out of the snow. Dan??

Perfectionism

Yes, i am a recovering perfectionist. well, maybe not recovering. i have many years as a perfectionist, so take what i say with all authority. i am not making this up. last instance of perfectionism: Sunday, i had to tell the missionaries that they had written "olmstead" on their flyer. i did tell them that i had read it, and it was very nice, and i was sorry i was so anal (i didn't say anal to them), but to NEVER EVER EVER put an "a" in olmsted again.

Perfectionism is not all good nor all bad. it depends on the extent. for example, i can write a blog without capitalization, and it doesn't bother me. my house can get pretty messy before it must be cleaned up.

But there is a DARK SIDE to perfectionism, and i ain't kidding. sometimes Perfectionism keeps a person from trying new things, because, what if they aren't perfect on the first try. you know whom you are. sometimes, people paint a Perfectionist picture of what they could or should be, and when they turn out to be only human, they feel disgusted with themselves and shamed that others will discover that they aren't perfect. you still know whom you are.

can't we realize that we are all in a state of learning/education?? When Christ said, "Be ye therefore perfect even as I and my Father in Heaven are perfect", that he didn't mean we would achieve this Perfectionism in this life. we have to be on the path. we have to repent when we fall. we need to access the Atonement and claim its benefits for ourselves. and we have to keep trying.

Let's give ourselves a break. i feel such sorrow for people who can't admit their problems, or ask for help because the discovery that they aren't perfect is too much to admit to. (never end a sentence with a preposition). God loves us all.

If you are calling me on my cell phone....

don't. at least not for a while. it has been lost since last sunday, after i talked to dan but while i was waiting for kerry to call. i slipped it in the waistband of my pants, since i didn't have a belt loop. monday i discovered it was gone. since it has battery issues, by the time i called it, it was dead, so, no help finding it. if i do find it, i'll let you know.

home, home again

man, i am so excited to be home and sleeping in my own bed. not that lacey wasn't fun, but, wow, my bed. and my hubby. good to snuggle again. and kev, coming in to greet me with a big hug last night. well, here are the prego pictures (it's IN there!)


this is the sunday before i left.

this looks like it should be at the end, but it was near the beginning of the visit.

ahh, lazy sundays.

my next post will be about the kilted leaf rakers.

out here where the time is always wrong to call people

so, i came to seattle to see Kerry and braden last wednesday, and it is a wednesday again. i leave next wednesday, dec 13th to come back home. so, i have seen all my children within one month. pretty cool. i would just like to report on the facts: kerry is pregnant. i took pictures, but my hookup is at home, so you will have to wait another week to see that there is a bump where concavity once reigned. i can tell, although i can see why some people can't.

we are just hanging out, taking it slow. although that is also because we haven't a car to gallivant around in. I got my ticket here for free from capital one, but they wanted about $350 for renting a car for 2 weeks. nuts to that. especially because if we gallivanted, we would have to rest the next day, so we'd be paying for 2 days for every one that we used it. i am trying to go to seattle, well, bellvue, to go to the temple and to beehive clothing while i am here. hopefully friday.

love to all,
i miss you'uns and love ya too.
mom

yeah, well...

So, this has been a month of real surprises. on the 19th, we were in Cincinnati for joel's b-day and kennedy's blessing. very fun.

then we drove back, arriving exhausted and needing a bathroom badly on sunday night. there was a plate of muffins on the step to the kitchen with a note and a sign that said, "halt!! do not proceed further until you have eaten a muffin and read the note and do what it says." I said, nuts to that, i've got to go to the bathroom, and then i'll check it out. a few moments later, i came back. i wondered, well, the quists took kevin to church, presumably, and sr. quist likes to make muffins, so maybe they were from her. but why the note. maybe she was mad that we didn't talk to her directly about the ride, but we wanted kevin to take some responsibility.

so, we opened the note, and read a poem that i noted was in ryan's handwriting, but thought nothing of it, just that that was curious. it was about how we must miss our son, etc., and what a baker he was. i am at this point still clueless. the last part was that that dad and i must hold hands and chant, "muffin man, muffin man, come give me a hug!". then out jumps ryan from the living room (he had to hide when i went to the bathroom unexpectedly). I was soooo surprised. i did not GET it until that moment. how cool it was to see ryan, whom we had not seen since last march.

Swartwood reunion

So, everybody save the dates of June 16-23 or 4 for the great reunion. we found a house with 7 bedrooms for all grandchildren and great grandchildren and me and dad. check out www.vacationhomes.com/23547 the living room is small, but there is a large common area downstairs. also, one covered and one uncovered deck. the latter is very large, overlooking the lake. right below is a public beach that you can steeply get down to, or drive 3 minutes and park at. grandpa saw a park across the street from the house with slides, swings, etc., but no one else saw it. a block a way is a park with an old artillery piece, a gazebo, and lots of green space, good for games. if you follow the link, you'll see what city it is in for you google earthers. the # is 103 plum st.

please, please plan to come.

love,
mom

Whoa! Big changes.

We had a special meeting today for the North Olmsted, 7 hills, cleveland, lorain, and westlake ward, in the which they severely changed all the boundaries.

Our ward now consistes of North Olmsted, Westlake, Olmsted township and falls, and north ridgeville.

Westlake ward is no more...they imploded into us, avonlake went to lorain, rocky river bay and fairview park went to the new Lakewood ward.

Strongsville, berea, brookpark, middleburg hts broke off from north olmsted and went to the new strongsville ward. this also includes , north royalton, brecksville and broadview hts, which came from the defunct 7 hills ward.

7 hills also joined with the cleveland first ward, which consists of cleveland, parma, parma hts., brooklyn, brooklyn hts. and garfield heights, 7 hills, independence and valley view.

wow. next week, we meet as usual. in two weeks, we meet as new wards. this affects our bishopric (2 counselors), primary entire presidency, elder's quorum presidency, high priests' group leaders, young women presidency. should be interesting, but i know it is the right thing to do.

i'm alive, really I am

So, you see that i am here, even though i haven't posted. do you like the green color of my text?? i have been away visiting cincinnati, well, not so much the city as the wonderful people at ...i was going to type the address, but then i realized how stupid that was. my children and grandchildren. i was very excited to be asked to help, although amy saw through that right away and only said, "goodbye" and "goodbye, grandma" to me. scott and joel and kennedy and i had a good time. well, joel stopped liking me by saturday when he realized that if i was there, then mommy would maybe leave. on that day, every time he saw me, he ran away to find mommy to make sure she wasn't leaving. Scott made my day on saturday when he said, with no prompting, "I'm going to miss you, grandma!" yeah, baby, that's what i live for. it was cool to see a blessing work right away. David blessed me that i would not be in pain (although sometimes i needed drugs to achieve this) and to be able to serve as i desired. that was cool. then i got home, and immediately went into a flare, which i am still in. that systemic yeast stuff. i mean, imagine never having any sweets or grains (or fruits) ever again. that's what they say i have to do. can't do it, baby. i could probably cut down, but i can't completely give them up.




So, you can see that they really enjoyed me. well, to tell the truth, this is saturday, and joel had figured me out. plus it was naptime. and amy is far away from me, so she's ok.

Aren't they cute. someone has a nose issue, however.

and we are so cute together.

love, mom

randomocity

so, i see i haven't blogged in awhile, so i am starting, and hoping that something will come to me as i type.

My foot is doing well post-surgically. i see the dr for my 4 week checkup on friday. unless i spend humongous times on my feet, no probs. i have even driven with it.

I believe that I have my NANO theme ready to go. It involves something dear to my heart, though i will have to fictionalize it somewhat. This, for those who don't know is trying to write a novel in one month, november, i forget how many words. ryan knows all about it. i wasn't sure if i could do it, as i didn't have a theme that stuck. i would love to do a murder mystery, action thriller without sex, but i really don't know much about police procedure, fbi, seals, cia, etc., so i would only be going from all the gazillion books with this theme that i have read.

Dawn and I are going to check out a place on Marblehead for the reunion, after i call and see if it is available. it is www.greatrentals.com/OH/63o2.html hope the link works. i forgot to originally include the www, so if it doesn't work, put the www in.

kevin already hates mcdonalds, but we told him that he can't quit without another job in place. he is especially griping because this is his first week at real "full-time", and as they have him on nights, he misses a lot of activities. He says, "i'll never have any time off!" all those of you who work full-time know the adjustment it takes. i did tell him that education is the only way out of mindless, boring jobs that are awful. if you like what you do, at least it makes it more bearable to work full-time.

so, kerry is gone from today til the 28th, working 11+ hour days at a great translating opportunity, and something else to put on her resume. I ask you all to pray for her, for the fatigue factor of pregnancy will make it even more difficult. don't expect to hear from her or see her blog till probably october. braden, however, has all our permission to blog.

ah, dreams

the stuff of fantasy and weirdness..

so, i meant to blog sunday about my dream saturday night, but sundays there seems to be a mad rush to the comp, and i rarely get on.



i dreamed that the church called kerry on a mission. braden had to stay finishing school. but they called kerry as a missionary because they needed her special skillset. no one would do but her. then they called me as her companion, so that if she went into labor, i could deliver her (probably so the church wouldn't have a medical bill :-).



so, we walked around all the time missionarying. I don't know where we went on the mission. i assume it was spanish speaking. i remember that kerry was the senior comp.
the end.

the saga

saga is a texttwist word, for those in the know

this is the story, or once upon a time, there was a rhododendron bush sleeping away in a plant store. it looked great! it said it could live in part shade to shade.

so, this lovely rhododendron bush was lovingly purchased and planted in the bedroom garden of a home in north olmsted. it got lots of sun in the spring, and bits (but only bits) of sun in the summer. but, hey, it likes shade. and the maple tree shaded it well, lo, these many years.

poor rhododendron, to go to a home where gardening is a hit or miss proposition. why, oh why, was it planted where said maple tree stole nearly all the moisture from the soil, and blocked the rain from hitting the ground in said garden.

it lived. but barely. it never grew. it had some leaves, but it didn't look healthy. then it started to die.

in the meantime, said unaccomplished gardener decided to make a hedge to block the view into the back yard. rhododendron plants are supposed to get big. just this one hadn't. so,

like the parable about the seed in good ground, the gardener decided to move poor rhododendron plant to the sunny, quite wet location of the new hedge.

LO!! i mean, LO!! the leaves started to look healthy, and there was one beautiful pink blossom within a week or two. how did the gardener rejoice!!

then, the rhododendron died.
the end

oh what awful feet


but, actually, this is my awful foot. the others are kevin's after his ingrown toenails were fixed.

to whomever cares

so, i had my surgery done on wednesday. i am still alive, i love my pain pills. i lay around with my foot up and don't have to feel guilty. no crutches...hooray!! that probably would have done more damage than the surgery. i have a special surgery shoe that i wear for protection.

"It's the end of the world as we know it"

I was listening to NPR this morning. They mention that Newt Gingrich is an advisor to the Pentagon. First of all, he is crazy. i mean certifiable. note his antics as speaker of the house. he resigns under a cloud of illegal activities or suspicions. Somehow, he still has a job.

anyway, he was quoted about his advice about Iran, and the probs with nuclear capability which they won't give up, possible supplying weapons to hezbollah, blah,blah,blah. His advice? REGIME CHANGE!!!!! if he wasn't certifiable before, surely this makes the case. we shouldn't have gone into iraq, IMHO (i know your views, braden, leave me to mine), we fight a mounting insurgency, we haven't enough troops there, recruiting is down, so let's do the same thing in iran. luckily, the white house vetoed his advice, saying diplomacy would be better (a hard lesson learned). of course this was after they sat down and looked at the consequences of such an action, nuclear bombing of israel, destruction of our bases in the area, possible bombing of american cities, inciting WWIII, armageddon, etc.

sheesh

why i haven't blogged

Hello, everyone. for most, my name is mom. for others, christy. that's in case people have forgotten me.

No one ever wants to really know how you feel, so i have not blogged because i am in a tremendous flare since beginning of january. i also have had reactions to several different herbs and/or medicines which have given me severe diarrhea, cramping, or impossible headaches. Not to mention, i have been under a vow of silence to one person who would have killed me if i had spilled the beans about one of the things i have been thinking about lately.

today, i feel ok. so, HI!!

the weather today is better than that heat wave we have been experiencing along with most of the country. yesterday was 76, today it is 70 at 10:30 am. grateful for the break from the dog days.

i am soooooo excited about being a grandmother for the 4th and 5th times!!!! yea!! this is one of the reasons i so want to be healthy....i want to have an impact on my grandchildren's lives. i want to be able to sit on the floor and play with them. i want to be able to hold them for periods of time. i want, someday when they are all a little older, to have cousin camp, where we take all the grandchildren for a few days to a week and do cool things with them while their parents have a break. or hang out together themselves.

i love my family. hope you all know that. that's why i want to live close by in order to interact. i am willing to move once i have money. or why, when i have money, to assist in building my children's homes in order to have a mother-in-law suite so i can visit for periods of time without getting in people's faces.

i guess that's my post of today.

family pictures

To the left, patrick, greg, jared, pam wil (hasn't he grown), mitch, mark,
and jessica aubrie, karene, and jake


Alan, laNice, and aunt helen Dave, jackie, candace, rebecca, rick,
(aunt helen is grandpa G's sister.) and sarah.








these are the individual pictures. couldn't find the big family . note the family resemblance. alan, rick, david, pam, and mark. especially the high foreheads. pam just has some hair covering hers :)

so, i got some pictures up here, but it was never so easy as dan said. no button just appearing when i go to blog.

some about the massanutten reunion

this is david and kevin holding the scottish (old) and american flags at the start of the Va games.

This is one of my favorite just our family portraits because of carolyn futiley (sp?) trying to get away from the gnats. they were awful. somehow i don't see the big family picture in my pictures. oh, and i have a better one of us from the reunion. this was just funny.

David went with some to monticello. says he didn't get enough time there, which is probably true. there was the drive to get there, and then back for dinner. i told him he just should have been late to dinner.

Well, this isn't the reunion, but it has to do with scottish games in a way. we took ( i am using we in the queen's way) down the rusting basketball hoop. while kev and dad were in the process of getting the bolts out, we very scottishly (read, use what you have) used ryan's caber to hold up the backboard until it was ready to come down.

This was at monticello, and we all agree that it is the coolest tree ever.

so, i got pictures up...still wondering how i did it.

love, mom

great grandchildren

someone else is giving grandpa great grandchildren....

dan, the only buttons i have are for bold, italics, color of text, links, a pair of opening quote marks, spellchecker and "edit html"

THE MACKENZIE!!!!

Yesterday was the day for the Ohio Scottish Games. Although I have Irish ancestors, I do not believe that there were any Scots. But, being married to a Scot works. We had an enjoyable day, temp about 75 after having thunderstorms for the previous 3 days with flooding. but not our PERSONAL flooding, thank goodness.

This is the guy we call Gimli (for some reason) showing Kevin how to put on a REAL kilt. you lay it on the ground. leave a piece, whatever your width is, then start making folds of it on the ground until you only have a width size left. then you lay down so that the bottom is just above your knees. oh, sometime, you slipped a belt under the folds on the grass at whatever the length to your knees are. you pull the far side over your front, the near side over it, and buckle the belt. then, you stand up. the piece that now falls in front is longer than the one underneath. you can pull this up over your head if it is cold and rainy. you can connect the corners to put plaid on your front and back. or you can tuck in the corners and leave the back long. that's what gimli does. he said that those people who had their kilts with sewn-in pleats were not wearing kilts, they were wearing " catholic school girls' skirts"!!

This is Kevin at home wearing his catholic school girls' skirt MacKenzie Tartan and waving his footlong dagger. It is a dress dagger, he found out.

David in the Black Watch Tartan which was military, and you could be any clan when you wore it. Kevo in the MacKenzie.

A closer view....
This is a great traditional shot, missing only Ryan

We saw caber tossing, the march of the clans, the bands. pretty cool. david checked out a kids' game area to see how to adapt the scottish games for the reunion. oh, the vendors. kevin bought a mackenzie kilt, a dagger, and a (phonetically) skahn dee. you'll see.....

am missing my fam. wish you were closer.

love, mom

The wanderings....

So I went wandering down to cincinnati last thursday to last monday. i had fun. the kids were pretty open to me, and i got to play with all of them. of course, if carolyn is in the room, all bets are off with joel. i went swimming on the way home, so i could get some exercise.

we get a new garage door today. i am waiting for them. this is because the city likes our neighborhood and cited many of us for peeling paint on garage doors. we were also cited for the trim on the house needing painting. this is all true. so david is doing outside stuff until it's done. then, back to the basement.

kerry and braden get internet acces on friday. that's cool. maybe we can IM or have them finish their blog.... i love to know what is going on.

see ya soon. esp those going to virginia.

love, mama

oh, where, oh, where has my ryan gone....

i suppose when he gets in his apt in june, he will be more able to communicate, but i haven't heard from him in a while, and i miss him. hope all is well.

flattery will get you everywhere

we (the missionaries and I) were teaching this lady about the gospel. she looked at me and said, we're about the same age. since she had an 8 year old and a 12 year old, she's probably 15 years younger than I am. but, what the hay, think that aaaaaalllllllllllll you want.

Well, they're gone

Well, they left about 11:30. kerry and i put up brave fronts. on to a new adventure.

momorama

so, i heard it is time to blog about my boring life. it has been raining so much we are considering an ark. but today, so far, is sunny.

spent wednesday and friday helping kerry and braden pack. ya just gotta dig in and start somewhere, even if it's not a "plan".

went to kerry's graduation. very proud. i was the only one who saw her march in, because the program and kerry said that the graduation was at 2:30, but le universite started at 2. so, while we thought we'd be there early and get a decent seat, we were up on the bleachers (yuck) and without a decent view. but we were there, we saw it, and she is gradjiated.

Started a new set of sim2 characters, trying to encorporate grandparents, and extended family. yes, i know i didn't need the comma there, but i would rather write this whole sentence than go back and change it. kerry has been born, though not dan. i am currently married to w. dave, at least till dan is born, then we'll divorce. i still have to get all the aunts and uncles together, although rick does like jackie, and larry and anne have met. i have this expansion pack that lets you pick 2 things that your sim is attracted to, plus one that turns you off. so, i like men with brown hair and glasses. also, if a sim is angry with another sim, then in the relationships bar, they have a red covering their faces. when they cool off, it goes away.

oh, well, it's a post, anyway.
love the fam.
momorama

I hate the day after naet

ya see, i can only eat certain very limited things, and have to stay 7-8 feet away from others. last week it was metals. no swimming(chlorine), had to wear gloves so i didn't touch anything metal, nothing cooked in a metal pan or pot. luckily, i passed, even though dad said, about 7:30pm, "what about your glasses?" then he masking taped the metal, which was cool and sticky, not to mention gorgeous.

yesterday it is salts and sodium. so today is, in a way, cause i must avoid until 5:30 tonight. i just saw that one of my meds has sodium laurel stearate, or some such. we will have to see.

i admire ryan's reading of holocaust victims. we really should "never forget", although i think we do, as in darfour, nigeria, etc.

kerry's big day is coming up...don't forget her tomorrow afternoon.

love, mom

I went swimming in my birthday suit!!

that is to say, the 100% polyester bathing suit that i got for my birthday, but only received a few days ago. talking to the water therapy people, they said that the polyester is the way to go. it is resistant to chlorine, suntan lotion or block, doesn't lose its color or shape. it is royal blue, and i look stunning in it. well as stunning as possible for me at this time.

the wall in the storage room has been painted, and we can now put the shelves back in. that is great news for 2 reasons. one is that i might be able to find where i put things. the other is that i may get my car back in the garage. yea to both.

whoever started the contest on "see how long you can hold off posting", knock it off. you win. i lose, along with carolyn and ryan. you know who you are.

it is a gorgeous spring day today. we have tulips and daffodils, grape hyacinths, regliar hyacinths, bleeding heart all going at once. and it's a lovely temp also..about 70.

Kerry has her case study defense on thursday at noon. since she isn't posting it, i will, so that everyone prays for her.

i love my fam!!
mom

modern conveniences

so, if you could only have one modern convenience, what would it be?? my last post was hoping for replies.

i like water

water is good, water is cool,
gather it up into a pool.
or drink it betimes with a terrible thirst
'til again satisfied. go eat a wurst.

sorry, it's hard to rhyme thirst. if i had to give up all but one modern convenience, clean water through the tap has to be it. yes, it would be uncomfortable to use an outhouse. walking wouldn't get me far. lights are better than candles. stoves and refrigerators are up their on the list. but can you imagine having to go to the nearest creek everyday to gather enough water to drink, bathe, cook, etc.? And if it's the River Sidon, get your water upstream. ya never know what someone upstream has done to pollute the water you gather, i.e. bathing, washing, peeing, dead bodies, etc.

so, here's to water!! yea!!!!!

IMHO

IMHO, middle schoolers are oversexed. now, i know that it is not entirely their fault. TV, movies and other media are constantly bombarding them with sexual messages, making it seem like everyone who is cool is "doing it". and sometimes, parental laxness contributes. But to constantly be on the hunt for someone to make out with, or being anxious to lose their virginity....COME ON!

Now, it only gets worse in high school and college. but those people who are actually trying to be chaste have a very difficult time and are often misled by predatory males/females.

rant over....ryan, do you approve of my expressing my opinion??

Ryan says........

Ryan says that I should blog about schtuff if my life is so boring. meaning, of course, that he totally agrees with my sentiments.

my only thoughts today are that it is incredibly dreary. dark clouds, periodic rain. it makes me want to sleep all day. somehow i must make it to the exercising pool.

have you guys noticed the increased fervor about missionary work at church lately. great, it's my worst area. well, maybe not my worst. i have a few sins to work on as well.

schmoops

like i have something to say. every day i look at the blogs, which i love to do, and think, "i should blog". unfortunately, i lead the most boring life in the world. i have meetings, pain, play comp. games, snore, etc. so what's a body to do??

today i restart the no sugar, no refined flour, potato, etc. i despair that i will ever find a reason for the fibro, let alone a cure.

upcoming birthdays!!!! yeah.

Excitement

well, i spent my christmas money yesterday! i am finally the owner of my very own.............laptop!! i am so excited. i kept seeing it across the room and thinking, oh, ryan's home....no WAIT!! that's mine!! haven't done too much with it yet. another cool part of it was that i bought a different laptop, and the "geek squad" at bestbuy had to check it out, and get the bestbuy stuff off of there because it turned out to be the display. they said they'd call me in an hour/hour and a half. after 3 hours, i just went there, figuring they must have lost my phone no., but no, the comp kept freezing when they tried to reload the gateway stuff. so, they told me to look for a comparable one. of course, there were none, except for pricier. so, they gave me a better one for only a little more. i am sure glad that i didn't get the first home, and discover it was crap (probably after 14 days), since, of course, i couldn't afford the service plan which was $300 more.

i got a call at 8am yesterday from grandpa, waking me up. he just wanted to tell me he slept well, ate breakfast, had a good bm (tmi), and was reading the paper. then, about a minute later, he repeated the exact above statements. now, i'm glad he's fine, but he really doesn't have to wake me up to tell me that he is ok. if he's not, call me. but not if he's fine. at 8am. and the bm part was too much. next, he'll start telling me the color of his pee.

ryan, i tried a bunch of times to respond on your blog, but it rejected me. sounds like a good book, but probably too technical for a non-history buff.

hospitals stink

Hospitals stink! or did i say that already. for those of you in the know, which is no one who reads this blog....grandpa S was in the er on wednesday, and admitted. this is friday. if the darn doctors would show up when called, he would have been home yesterday. but noooooooooooo, they have to putz around for 2 days thinking about whether they want to see him, and if it should be at 10pm or not. he is still waiting today for 2 doctors. i was there in a chair for 12 hours yesterday and then died. what a massage i needed. i just wanted to be there to talk to the docs, cause grandpa is forgetting things.

the diagnosis is a probable TIA, or ministroke, no residual side effects now. and too quick withdrawal from a medicine that you get "habituated" to. they told him to stop it for a week before his sleep study, without warning him that he would have to wean down. grandpa in withdrawal. scary.

he was very out of it and confused on wednesday, a very very scary to watch deal. but now that they gave him back the med, he's ok.

kev is in the talent show tonight. he looks well. and sings well. we will go tonight for the real deal.

love you all
mom

today is tuesday

momorama
well, another lost day yesterday due to migraine. thanks, dad. that means today must be the exercise day. tomorrow is naet.

kevin is in the oboba (talent show at school). he is singing acapella (sp?) or without accompaniment. the show is friday...i guess that will be our date.

grandma says, "no balloons around necks, please"

love you all.

really booooooooorrrrrrrrrrrrring

momorama
alright. so i knew the last post was boring, but you ask me to post about my life, and....there it is. how do i know?? because only ryan posted a response, and that was to an incidental comment at the end.

yeah, makes me wanna post

momorama

momorama
I live such a boring life...what to blog, eh?? just a little canadian for all of you.

I went to NAET on monday, as someone had taken my regular time of wednesday, 3pm. i fixed them, though, i scheduled all of march on my wednesday. I passed sugar, and now have been treated for vitamin B, in all its many forms. My diet for 25 hours post treatment was.....FRENCH FRIES!! gross. i could only stomach this once. french fries are better WITH something, not by themselves. why french fries, you ask? because i could not have meat, dairy, bread, fruits or vegetables. i could have had cauliflower or deep-fried fish, but i need my cauliflower dipped in something, and the fish needed to have no breading. so, i would have to do it myself, and i can't go into the kitchen after these treatments, cause i would be within 4 feet of things i can't have, and that's a no-no. Obviously, it should be well known that you can't count french fries as a vegetable, since anything of nutrition in it is killed by the high heat of the oil. i am sure the government counts it as a veggie, along with ketchup.

It has been interesting to read ryan's blog and the things he is eating. he will definitely have probs if he moves back home and is vegan. i can hardly feed him as a vegetarian. sorry, carolyn, but i have to plan for you, also, and you don't stay for a whole summer, or we would have issues also.

yesterday was my water exercise day, since my monday got taken up with naet. i spend an hour in the pool, doing walking frontwards, backwards, and sideways, also moving my arms as i walk. then 2 laps, one breast stroke and one back stroke. then i go to the warm toasty pool ( i do the above walking and swimming in the regliar pool.) and sit on a foam tube and just keep moving. walking in deep water, or using styrofoam weights that i push down in different ways, twists, and leg out to the side (s). i also go to the shallow end and sit on the ledge in the water and stretch towards my feet. all this, for that hour. then i go to the hot tub and melt. i feel okay until about an hour and a half afterwards. then i die for the rest of the day and part of the next....today. i still am trying to go grocery shopping, as that only takes an hour. some other shopping i will try to do tomorrow.

also tomorrow, i will try to put sheets over all the junk in the basement. that way, on saturday, i won't have to worry about the dust getting on everything. when all is done, i will (or will have someone else do) fold up the sheets, dump them outside, and wash them.

i love amy's picture... i want to marry it.

love, mom

ramblin' rose

momorama
So, i thought i should blog because i so enjoy reading what everyone is up to. well, not everyone, since some people blog every month or 4 months or so.

i made it to the gym twice this week for water exercise. yea, me. i like it while i'm there, but it's the getting there that is hard. i figure it takes over 2 hours per time when i go.

i have had 3 migraines in one week's time. boo, hiss. i hate headaches. you just can't pretend they aren't there. and migraines knock me out for the whole day or longer. which makes my exercise record even more impressive.

i am going visiting teaching today. then, again, hopefully get the last 2 next week. have you ever noticed how annoying it is to need to get in contact with someone who has neither voicemail nor an answering machine, and who seems to never be home??? and i feel that she is the one we most need to visit teach and befriend.

i teach an inservice this weekend for the teachers and leaders of youth. i am using the february ensign article about teaching from the ensign (and new era). then next week i start a "teaching the gospel" course for eight weeks, interrupted by other inservices, conferences, easter, etc. but i still plan to go to cincinnati for either scott's b-day or dan's 3oth. muahhahahaha

love y'all

Jabber-wocky

momorama
So, just jabbering, cause i haven't much to say. I had an hour massage last friday. it felt great till about 3 hours later when i was in massive pain. but by mid sat, i felt ok.

I am currently waking up several times a night having trouble breathing. david says, oh, yeah, i heard that too. when i'm through exhaling, i have this moaning, squeaky sound. but it's not there all the time. so ya know, if i go to the dr, she'll say, sounds clear to me. and i 'm very congested. but, not VOMITORIUM VOMITUS at least. (Kevin just commented that the house in cincinnati would be a great side show...Carolyn's house o' vomit)

kev had finals last week. hopes all classes are passed and he has only ONE more semester in order to gradjeate.(sic) (not sick)

i made chicken tortilla soup yesterday. well, actually david made it. and i only mention it to make kerry sad that she never comes to visit.

i love my fam

talks

momorama
so, i forgot to tell you that kevin and i gave talks yesterday in church. this is only the second talk he has ever given, since, after the first one, he refused every invitation. his was AWESOME. you had to be there. mine was disjointed, but that was my fault. he worked hard on his, and said that it was like he could hear this voice in his head telling him what to write. coolness, droolness. i said to him, you know that was the holy ghost don't you.

rattling my cage

momorama
okay, so i still after a month or so have nothing to say, but i will take up some time writing about the nothing (Batian, say my name......) in order for people who want to see my nothingness can.

there is a big Q on our door...i.e. quarantine. after my month or so, kevin got evil death illness, and still is coughing and hacking, even though he is better. david has been sick since saturday (alright, he was working on a cold for a week before), death-ray sick. he had to take the first 2 days, so far, of vacation for the year. I am taking every immune booster supplement known to mankind to not get sick again. this smells.....rotten.

haven't been simming too much, except i had to have ryan divorce melissa to marry cassie. oh, and the elder scott watson just had a baby. well, really, megan, his wife did.

we had a new year's gathering (traditional) at my dad's house. dave, dawn, joan, jim, grandpa, me, ryan, kevin, kerry, and braden were there. david was home sick, and i hear that charlie had partied too much the night before.

kev and ry and i are STILL trying to see harry potter. we tried last week and it was sold out (!). i told the kids, who couldn't understand it that all parents get sick of their kids about now, and since they couldn't send them sledding, they sent them to the movies. we are going to try again today.

i haven't spent any christmas money yet....except in my head, which is almost as fun.

love you guys.....

simeology, i am doing it, my simeology

momoramaok, carolyn, you asked for it:

Grandma and Grandpa swartwood, who are friends with, but not really related to anyone. except in our hearts.

there are two dan and carolyn families.

1..dan, carolyn, amy nicole(teen, i think), scott watson, joel david, baby girl(hit the enter key instead of the shift key while trying to name her), and adopted Ramin.

2...Dan, carolyn, lost amy scott and lissa carolyn, but grandma adopted them back, plus dallin oaks miller born to carolyn.

Cap'n davey pirate who married grandma milller, adn besides the adoptions of lissa carolyn, mellissa, amy nicole, and scott watson, who are all adults, has had kids with cap'n davey, namely, baby boy (see above--did it again), blackbeard jose, and chieko okazaki pirate.

Braden and kerry have jenna, Neal maxwell, who are adults and married, elena cristina, jennifer(adopted), and elise Ellis.

David and Christy Groesbeck have ryan and kevin and megan, and leo who was adopted,(adults and married), alex kevo, and rachael patti.

the next generation:

kevin married melissa, and have Shumana and Olaf Nillsen

ryan married lissa carolyn, and have alexsander ryan, ivan ryanovich, borscht ryanovich (was having trouble thinking of russian names at the time...ryan(the real one) is not too happy having a son named "beet soup"), adopted black trina, and has stephan ryanovich.

Amy nicole married leo groesbeck, currently childless

Scott watson, married Megan groesbeck

Dallin Oaks miller married jenna ellis, and have adopted shelby, and had sheri dew and bethany rachel.

these guys all live in ohioville, and the description reads:

this is the good neighborhood. live here. pretty much inbred.

how true, how true.

carpal tunnel syndrome

momoramaSo, since i never do anything, one would wonder why i am developing cpt....could it be......THE SIMS??? why yes. which is why i now play with a brace on my arm. can't quit, ya know

BOM

momoramaWell, we finally finished the BOM last week, and am praying for Moroni's promise to be fulfilled for Kevin. Any prayers you want to add are cool. It has definitely been an influence in our life, more than i thought. And we did it in 90 days!! WooHoo!!! Now, we are continuing, but at a much slower pace. will post soon on sim imbredness. love to the fam.

mom

Sappy thanksgiving

momoramaSince everyone is liking to rant these days, i just thought i'd throw out , as opposed to up, that i am sitting here alone at thanksgiving eating oatmeal. oh, i stopped throwing UP about 18 hours ago, but don't want to spread the nasties. So, IF there is anyone who felt bad about not coming here for thanksgiving, don't. ya don't wanna be here.

simptoms of my illness

yes, that's right...i have nothing to blog unless everyone wants to hear about the Sims. Hey, that elixir of life is worth every penny! Amy and Scott are all grown up now, probably married, and pregnant. And yet, thru the elixir, dan and carolyn and i are still spring chickens.

blogs are nowhere sim-ilar to sims
sims are sim-ply fascinating
i sim-cerely am wasting alot of time

Christy, Christy, and Grandma Miller Pirate

almost a family again

momorama So, i had apparently saved too late in the game to rescue amy and others. so i tried to have dan adopt some new kids, but they said, no way, you've had kids taken away from you. so , since i was living in the house, i adopted a baby, who turned out to be the baby, Lissa Carolyn who had just been taken away. then i adopted a child--It was Amy Nicole. Then i adopted another child--it was Scott Watson. In the meantime, carolyn gave birth, so we had 2 babies and 2 children, and RARARAHHH birthday parties. now i just need to adopt a child again, and i will hopefully get joel david. but this is really hard work. i can't remember that i was so frustrated all the time when i had real kids. some, yes. but thisis insane.

Gone again...

well, i lost all the miller kids about 3 more times..or is it 4. i swore off sims2, but now i have a plan....

Scott is gone and it's all my fault!!!!

So, i dragged out sims2 the other day. i decided to play the millers. Carolyn was pregnant. i got numerous messages about the poor school performance of scott and amy, but they had red fun, and i couldn't get them to do their homework. tantrum city!!! i moved them into a nice new house with room for everyone. the next day after carolyn had the baby, everyone went to school but scott who was hanging out on the computer. Now, if i was a real mom, or a good mom like carolyn, i would have scooped that bad boy up and driven him to school. but you can't do that on sims. so the social worker came and took him (and he with a smile on his face and a thought balloon:newfamily!!) and then she came and took the baby!!!!!!!so much for carolyn's platinum rating. i had to make them over. and build the house over. and try to get the kids to study. rah. i was so upset, i couldn't read scriptures. and i woke up thinking about them. boo hoo. sorry dan and carolyn.

I wish....

-that Braden will get the job he wants
-that I would stop hurting
-that my grandchildren had an easier life
-that I had lots of money
-that I could speak 5-6 languages fluently. Currently the list includes Mandarin, Hebrew, Arabic, German, and French...maybe Japanese. Oh, and I would magically be refluent in Spanish
-that Kerry would magically be graduated and find a great part time job that she could continue even when she has kids
-that all my children had strong testimonies
-that all my kids lived close-by
-that I would be a fabulous grandma who is involved in my grandchildren's lives, and that they thought I was cool, unlike their parents:o)
-that David wasn't so stressed, and also was happy
-that I was useful
-that I had tons of energy
-that Kevin was happy
-that Kevin was graduated
-that I wouldn't worry so much
-that RCI had places for our whole family to go, be next to each other, had 3 bedrooms, and was a lot of fun and not humid
-that telemarketers had other employment, and would stop calling me. How many times can you say, "would you please take me off your list.....click"
-that i could fly
-and teleport
-that our country wouldn't keep trying to be #1 in the world, and instead took care of its own
-that the 2nd coming would be soon, and our whole family would be in the celestial kingdom
-that 6 hours of sleep was enough
-that I never have another headache
-that everybody was kind
-that I had a maid who would clean my house daily
-oh, don't forget the cook
-and the personal trainer
-and the masseuse
-I wish everyone could be the weight they want...automatically!!
-and that we were all happy with our bodies
-or that nobody would judge us by our bodies
-that candy was healthy
-or that vegetables tasted good..really good
-that prejudice would disappear

I love my family....mom

ramblings

momoramaok, so i sleep, just not until 2 or 3 in the morning. raaaaahhh. i really enjoyed general conference. my body hated it though. all that sitting. ok, so i laid through the 2 sunday ones. but, still. i have been frantically genealoging trying to find james macinerney in ireland. no go so far. i am excited to do grandma's work ( i.e.my mom) on saturday in columbus. just wish kevin could come with us. i am going to try to get her sealed to her parents, if i can get to the family history center and find someone who knows how to do it. We finally started alma in our readings.

love you all,
mom

headaches

Personally, I am against them. So, although i have read your blogs, or people who pretend to have blogs without ever publishing to them, i have otherwise spent much of the time in bed due to intractable headaches. that means, nothing works to get rid of them. except priesthood blessings, which gave me one day, yesterday, happy and unheadachey.

BTW, if you don't want me to call you, i won't. note to ryan. it was fun that scott was waiting for me to call. makes me feel good.

we have a name of someone who does drywall work. maybe reducing the basement mold will help with the headaches.

i am preparing a christmas surprise for my siblings and dad. it will be pretty cool if i can pull it off.

hurricane

so, i've been watching the news out of rita, and thinking about mark and karene and family. i hope that they weather (!) it okay, since they are staying put. i know that you all got the forward from dad. hurricane party indeed.

i am apparently suffering from PTSD. hope the link works. anyway, what happened is it started raining about 10:30 last night. while i was watching the news, they talked about how the storm was mainly for geauga and lake counties. oh, a little bit in elyria.........then the power went out. i couldn't sleep. lots of lightening and thunder. i kept checking the basement, and wandering around the house. whoa. kev came and slept in our room. guess he gets freaked out by lightning. i never knew that.

love, mom

sims

momoramaso now the sims (original--2 is too much work...i mean i want to be the god and all, but EVERY decision??) and am again hooked. hours go by and i have to get dressed before kevin comes home, not to mention david if i missed kevin's arrival in dressage. the latest quest was to create braden and have him find and marry kerry. of course this meant that i had to kill off marco fiance and 4 of the 6 children. then, because i didn't mourn, they'd follow kerry around as ghosts and scare people. so i had to get back in as kerry and mourn everyone for 3 days.

the first braden i made and had a job in the medical field, etc., i found out did not have blonde hair....it was GREY!!!! i kept looking at him and saying, hmmmm. so i evicted him, and created braden john who has blonde hair but opaque round glasses. that is the one thing about sims 2--you can get them to look how you want. he wears a baseball uniform, due to all those baseball pictures at the wedding reception. he met kerry much more easily, and now they are finally married, have the 2 previous girls, and a new baby boy named sam nephi. then it was 11:30 and i had to go to bed. and so far, no more haunting.

well, i guess you can tell what i've been doing.

love all my fam....read this and receive said lovage.
mom

naet

momoramatrying again.. naet

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momoramanaet

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illness.

momoramaso sorry to hear that several of my kids are feeling ill. maybe they should also try naet. well let's see if i managed a link this time.

ramble, ramble, ramble...

momoramaso, it it very interesting that someone blogged on groesbeck cousins. of course, it IS a spammer. I have been looking up wow, i think i just learned how to insert a link!! anyway, it sounds like a bunch of snake oil, but mark g. actually knows someone whose kids were essentially cured by this. he is trying it sept 21 and beyond, and sent me the book. if it works, it would be marvelous. wish i got answers to prayers easier, to know what i should do. i have often thought that there is more pollution around us than we are aware of, and it makes sense that we would develop allergies to this stuff. And i have thought about acupuncture and eastern medicine to try for this fibro stuff. So here is a blending of all that plus western medicine and acupressure....wouldn't it be nice to get rid of the fibro, or reduce its impact on my so-called life?????

On another note, it would sure be nice while we are struggling so financially, that those who owed us money would begin to start paying some installments.

on another note, death to people who never ever blog. or at least go giant times between. now i know that you are going to say that the pot is calling the kettle black, but that was only because of the stress and time constraints while getting kerry ready to be married/sealed. i sure like to know what is going on with my kidlets.

So sorry to Ryan for having his identity stolen. all of us should be aware. Esp Kerry, since ksu's computers have been compromised.

Hey, i finally woke up without a headache. hoorah!!

Hope everyone is following the prophet and reading the bom by the end of the year. you wouldn't believe the discussions we've had, and how much kevin adds to the conversations. good for seminary as well, since they are studying the bom this year. and also that he has learned so much from sis. quist.

i need to start my yoga and water exercise again. it is so hard to get started when you've lost the habit.

i love all my fam.
mom

talent show

momoramawell, i wish i had chosen something easier than a monologue. although i could say it with success at home, it was not so good at the show. i kept having to look at my note cards which is not very professional. yes, i know i'm not a professional, but i wanted to ACT professional. people said it was good, but you know mormons would say it anyway.

so my teacher development class got short shrift to the monologue. why is it that the men always look hostile and bored and never participate unless you call on them. good thing i had a couple of plants in the audience...not really, but there are some who will always speak up, and it sure makes a teacher's life more happy.

i love my family.
mom

dreams

momoramaSee my latest weird dream under comments on kerry's dream.

Nada Importa

momorama Since I check everyone else's blog daily, guess i'll write about our unexciting life. It is labor day weekend...guess we'll....CLEAN. i would like to get the cars back into the garage, although it seems like an impossible task. I need to get a lesson together for teacher development on the 10th, and am trying (!) to get a monologue for our talent show on the 9th. trying to be supportive. but all the monologues i checked out from the library seem to be about lesbians and coming out, or shooting your husband, or other inappropriate topics. so that is not going well. maybe i'll speak about the poem "the crocodile and the dentist".

momorama

okay, it's now august 27th. Guess i should blog. Kerry and Braden's sealing was beautiful. Kerry looked GORGEOUS!! lots of pictures that i haven't seen yet. we did not get to do my mom's work because i was dead when i got to dc. so i guess we will coordinate to meet in columbus.

the drive home was ok. i was sick, and slept a good part of the way. but i got to sleep at home easily anyway, so that was a blessing. we didn't get home til 11:30pm.

the next day was the reception. thank you for friends and family who set up and decorated. i couldn't move, and was so blessed to have the help.

the ring ceremony went very well i thought. dan did an excellent job talking about why we need to be sealed in the temple. it was also his chance to say to the miller's why he was sealed also. i hope it soothed hard feelings.

the reception was nice, but not alot of ward members showed up. of course, we had torrential rain--3 1/2" in 30 minutes. some ward members had tornado warnings that told them to stay home. I would choose a different caterer, though...the food was cold, and not very good, in my opinion. I thought the cake was beautiful, though, and we ate it for a week, so i should know. Kerry and Braden got nice gifts, and an outpouring of generosity.

Dan and Carolyn left early to get joel to bed. they found 4-7 inches of water in the basement. the very helpful sump pump alarms were squealing nicely--too bad nobody was home to hear them.

There was sewage in the end of the basement with food storage...nice. the rest was water. we were not alone, 27 houses in our development had carpeting out on trashday. we had probably 12-15 feet of tree lawn covered with damaged goods. My worst experience though, is my photo albums. I lost a good deal of pictures, and that is heartbreaking. i try to take them out of the albums and the color comes off the print.

Ryan is very upset...his waterbed and his precious desk that grandma helped him buy were severely damaged. also a great deal of books and clothing were on the floor. Kerry lost a great deal also, with me doing many loads of laundry so she wouldn't lose those also.

the company the insurance sent out worked for 2 hours then told us we should do it ourselves. cheaper, ya know, but we were so devastated and weary. The church had 4-5 guys here that helped haul out carpet and schtuff. But i am sure that the actual cleanup will take months. David said that he feels like our home has been violated..guess that sums it up. I can hardly make myself go downstairs because it is so emotionally overwhelming. and working on the pictures! Oh, i can only do a little at a time before i again get overemotional. I want to move. i am serious. violation and betrayal of my home. i hate being here now. So, that's why i haven't posted, besides wedding mania and stress from that. I never made it to seattle--too much to do here. and we still have a garage full of wet stuff.

PRAYERS ARE APPRECIATED.

i love my fam.
mom

momorama

momoramawell, hi, everyones!!!!!! i so enjoy reading everyone else's blog, that i thought i ought to post. Kevin is at scout camp this week after youthconference last week and williamsburg the week before. he's tired of being sociable.

i am taking the day off. David and Ryan are at work, then going out to scout camp. Ryan and i have been playing this card game, Durak, or something spelled differently that sounds like that. I am very bad at it, so Ryan is very happy. He says he can never get anyone to play this game. Probably because it is confusing.

Kerry is getting some relief in the wedding dress department. I think it should all be settled soon. We still have to lock up the caterer. (in JAIL)jk

My allergy testing showed that I am EXTREMELY allergic to candida and dust mites. A week later, the candida shots look pink for the first time, vs. red. I can still see them, the 2 dust mites, and the first and only allergy shot. I talked to the allergy nurse and she said go ahead with the newly formulated medication, so i get to shoot myself today.

Headaches seem better since i bought new pillows and put dust mite covers on them. Nothing like sleeping with your head in a bunch of dust mites and their feces when you are highly allergic to them. I am thinking also of getting a HEPA filter for the bedroom.

Dan has addicted me to textwist...thanks. but i am enjoying it as a stress reliever.

I love my family.
mom

STRESS

momoramathis keeps rearing its ugly head. There is a shower for kerry on the 23rd, we need to get her registered, AFTER she sees what she has from grandma G. we got a free desk, baskets, stepstool, surge protectors, small cabinet (like for the tv to be on) from circuit city's lets just give it away liquidation. these currently reside in the garage. whose? ours, kerry doesn't have a garage, silly. we are looking for a queen bedroom mattress or maybe set used. everybody go to bkellis.com to see whassup

momorama

momoramaSo, this wedding stuff is HARD! We went out shopping, found about 3 that had sleeves. or even shoulders!! We've been looking online...found some. Waiting for the virginia and maine groesbecks to come and see if they have anything for us. Today we have an appointment for cake and food with the same person who did dan and carolyn's cake. she's cheap and she's good. Planned to do a proxy sealing in the seattle temple to give the feeling for braden's sibs who most likely won't be able to get here. there will be a seattle open house the week following the wedding. not sure the day or time or whether or not dad and i can go. i'd like to, because i'd probably see the california relatives.dunno.

I love my fam

exercise

momoramaso, for some unknown reason, i hate to exercise. but i started back at lifeworks yesterday with 10 minutes at 2mph on the treadmill, followed by almost 30 minutes in the warm water pool exercising. Today i go for an exclusive machine tour, and then they develop a program for me.

father's day

momoramaSo, happy Father's day to all fathers, stepfathers, grandfathers, etc.

I had to talk today. boy, i'll tell you, i'd rather speak any other day than father's or mother's day. Yuck. people said i did well, but they're probably just being nice. i talked about grandpa, grandpa G, dad, and dan. complimetary to all.

We gave dad a kite, 3 pteranodons that hook together. First, they got their tails all wrapped up and around each other. then we took the tails off. they crashed. then he just flew one. the tree ate it. kite-eating trees!!!

we also got him an atlas, but haven't given it to him yet. he's still counting money at church.

Ryan gave him a weed free side yard. a lot of work, but wow, he done good.

ciao, baby

keep 'em guessing

momoramacheck breeops today.

momorama

momorama dude, i'm tired. we went on a hen party to see overpriced Crocker park. not only overpriced but definitely for gen Xers. sorry to all GenXers. I gardened on memorial day and set up the outlines of a patio to come in the back. i did this by using landscape black stuff that will kill anything under it so that next year or the year after we can do a brick pattern and not have to kill ourselves removing grass. i put the hammock there, moved our vegetable garden in pots to where there will eventually be a veg garden ( in front of the lilacs, and east of the walkway). dad will be putting in a brick walkway like the front. eventually. we moved the picnic table perpendicular to the house on the black stuff, and the grill is there also. the little tykes picnic table, after cleaning will appear out there also. the edge farthest from the house is in a half octagon, like the front porch will eventually be also. allegedly that's a this year project....we'll see. the other little tykes stuff will probably be somewhere (garage sales). now all we need are some grandchildren to play with it. hint, hint. i hope this is enough to pay the fine, although i don't understand why my fine is so much higher than kerry's, when her's is older. i love my family. ciao

Springtime

momoramaWe spent all day yesterday planting and weeding. Still not done, but looking good. This is try#3 for the hedge--spent more, hope this time it works. Got my "cosmos" for the front garden. Planted, tomatoes, zuchini, cauliflower, acorn squash, and sweet bell peppers. It's because i'm such a vegetable fan---NOT. but i love my husband. Maybe i 'll post pictures when it is done, if ever. Ryan is on another attempt to see what will grow in his under the tree garden. Good thing he's persistent.

star wars

momoramawell, todayis the day for revenge of the sith. with ryan here, it's hard to forget. we were supposed to go with quists as a dual family event, but i am not sure if that is going to work out, since it HAS to be today, david and i have something going until 530, and brother quist teaches tonight. we'll see. i love my family

everyone but dan and carolyn is home

momoramaso, it's monday, i have to do fhe lesson. raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa might get a new faucet for the kitchen today. maybe tomorrow. the tv and dvd/vcr are on constantly, that's my only complaint...well maybe not my only. please pray for kevo to graduate from 11th grade...we'll catch 12th next year, i hope. love you'uns

same old, same old

momorama So, i woke up to 41 degrees this morning, probably because i made the switch from furnace to airconditioner. Kev's teachers emailed me back, hence the title. development garage sale is today and tomorrow, with a preview last night. Kev bought stuff, but we came away with a little tykes wagon that someone was just THROWING OUT. get my grandchildren up here!! still had 2 streets to go..i guess i could do it today. yesterday, we walked...well I didn't, i got pushed in the wheelchair. Boo for bad sidewalks. i heard almonds reduce high cholesterol, so i'm chomping on those and cashews for breakfast. i love my family

da-di-da-di-da

momoramaWell, kevin is finally back in school. i hope he makes up all he missed and doesn't just ignore it. i had a good mother's day, with calls from all my children, except kevin, who brought me a spring bouquet of tulips and daffodils and a nice card. i even got a call from braden to wish me a happy mother's day. whoo, baby, the points are going up!!!jk i might make it to the store today. my sims2 neighborhood is going well. everyone is there...maybe i'll create my parents!!! then my mom could still be alive!baaaaaaaaaaaa

momorama

momorama Thanks to dan for his comments--for some reason, the comp won't put me back on his site to comment my thanks there. 'Tis a wonderful day for mother's day--70's, sunshine, geranium from church that will die.....
I LOVE MY KIDS--ALL OF THEM...AND THAT MEANS IN-LAWS TOO!!!!!

outing

momorama Yeah, so i DID go to sam's. shopped for 2 hours. i'm paying for it today. my feet still hurt, and my wallet (well, plastic) is lighter by over $600. I need a Dan in my life

tmi

momorama Yes, yes,i admitted it was tmi, but kerry was bugging me to post and that is my sad but true life. Same goal, again. maybe i could make it to borders or sam's....but kevin has been sick for a while with sore throat. maybe i should stay home and be mother. Nah, he does his own thing. we'll see. traveling may be a bit too much for the shingles

momorama

momorama So, today is wednesday. a new without a trace and csi:ny are on tonight...hot dog. I'm going to shower, and maybe do my ceu's for midwifery + maybe read my scriptures. wow, what a full day. THERE, kerry, i posted!!

momorama

momoramaso, the shingles still smell ferociously. my big goal for the day is to wear my underwear around my waist. i've already caught myself numerous times pulling to my hips. i know, i know, tmi

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momoramawait, wait, i think i got it